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Enough! I really need to get this sorted out


I just experienced another d�j� vu today. Except that this time it's rather different. I remembered myself having a d�j� vu of the exact same incident. I.e. a double d�j� vu. It's really weird cos to fully put it: I remembered myself in the same situation remembering that I had been in that situation before.

(The situation just for record purposes: I can't remember exactly now that I've gotten home. Dammit I should have written it down... Well anyway, I was talking to Marcus I think about something. I can't even remember whether it's technical now... and I remembered that I was telling him that just a few days ago, which during then, I thought I remembered "envisioning" it before)

Normal d�j� vus tend to be just this nagging feeling that you have been in that situation before, but I think I've been experiencing them differently ever since last year. Now, besides the "normal" ones which happen ever so rarely and are barely significant enough to be remembered, I had a few d�j� vus which kinda "enlightened" me on why I had that particular "vision" some time ago (usually on the order of months). These are incredibly vivid, and it's like piecing the picture with the situation because, for these d�j� vus, I usually get the picture first, then experience the situation with the exact same "snapshot" through my own eyes, and that's when it all fits. (I've had 3 of those "special" d�j� vus. The one today happened to fall between normal and "special" and so is not counted)

There's a big trouble in trying to prove these things since I would first have to try recording every single possible snapshot that I get in my head at any time. Usually these snapshots come in the form of daydreams, or the semi-conscious period between waking and sleeping. Not all of them come true apparently, though I've yet to find out. I do realise one thing about the ones that come true though. When I first get them, I'm usually extremely puzzled at why I would be in that situation. After a few days, I tend to forget them seeing that there's no way I'm going to know when the scene will come.

I guess I'll start a record anyway. Even one success should already be off the scales in terms of probability, and especially since I'm going to make an effort to write down as much as possible about the scene that I get. If this succeeeds, it will answer a really important question: Is there an actual timeline?

17:14 20 Jul 2009
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